"Alamak! Sudah masuk bulan Syaaban.."Masa berjalan laju. Saya mencongak-congak sendirian di hadapan kalendar.
Aduss.. masih hutang lagi.
Kena pulun pula laa bulan ini. Mau tak mau, kena selesaikan juga dalam tempoh 27 hari. Laratkah saya?
Bukan tak mahu buat awal-awal tetapi keadaan tidak mengizinkan. Sekarang kesihatan yang kurang baik pula menyebabkan saya teragak-agak, takut pening ketika memandu atau pengsan ketika seorang diri di dalam rumah. Maklum saja saya masih anemic.
Tawakkal dan puasa sahajalah.. janji hutang beres. InsyaAllah saya akan ok walaupun berpuasa, bukan? (ajer nak sedapkan hati yang gusar ini, uhuk3)
Saudari-saudari yang lain, hutang dah clear belum?
Assalamu alaikum,
ReplyDeleteits good to hear stories from people like you.
If you'd like to strengthen "inside" of you, try learn tauhid, tasawwuf. It worked for me. Most of us muslims see Islam "fekah" alone -> which's not enough to face the real world.
islaminus
Kak, you can do it!!!!
ReplyDeleteWaalaikumussalam wbt,
ReplyDeleteI read almost every Islamic literature that's available, hehehee.. as long as they make sense and don't put me to sleep (I believe that good Islamic texts don't have to be dry and boring).
Humyrah,
IsyaAllah.. I hope so.It's more challenging to fast when one is married, hehehee
1 problem though...books on tauhid, tasawwuf *always* make you sleepy. ;>
ReplyDeleteLook around for a good ol' style tok guru. They can be very entertaining sometimes. Books can be misleading.
wassalam.